Who's turn?

If i think that who i am is defined by the grades I receive and the things i do, the sports i play, the outcome of my endeavors, the idea of my success: What the heck am i doing?!!??!?!? Once again it is so hard to put so much time and effort into my studies and people and feel like I get little out of it. Did my standard get to high to the point where nothing can how please me now? The question of the semester is: When is it going to be my turn? When am I going to have a break? 

God: When is it your life going to be honestly about me? When is it my turn to show you how much I love you? You have no idea how much peace and love I have for you, stop looking for your turn. You have your turn, its everlasting. 

I have no turn. Humility. Surrender. God's turn. 

really torres? what else, what else is there to prove. You cant run the marathon, deal. You cant go back in to basketball, deal. You cant be as fit as you want, deal. You are not going to be a straight A student, deal. Your situations have been painful, deal. 

Ok, little idea of what is going with me at the moment. Just trying to get through this semester in one piece and one grounded mindset. Just have to shake this off, keep on running. South africa is so close, don't give up just yet. Finish strong.

:)